Me and Sara-part 10

part 10:*Adam's Point of View*: I watched from the mustang as the plane flew into the night sky.
It then occurred to me that Tom, Kris, Longineu, Glitterbaby and even Billy  were right.
Maybe I did have a mean streak every now and then.
Was it me?
Or was I beginning to become obsessed with Billy and this crazy idea that we could end up back together?
Or was I obsessed with the fantasy of having the perfect life?
I couldn't shake the thought of losing or Sara out of my mind.
But this is reality. And in the end, Bill won the fight.
*Flashback-February 14, 2009* This was the first Valentine's day I was forced to spend alone with a baby I didn't even concieve with my true love.
I looked over at Sparrow's cradle as she slept peacefully.
I had to turn my head away and hold back the tears at what I was considering.
She was after all, my daughter too.
But Sara was more important to me.
I had to do something.
So I picked Sparrow's cradle up and walked outside to Kris' door.
When I put her there by the door, Sparrow began to cry.
"I'm sorry I failed you." was all I could say
When I heard Kris' footsteps, I quickly ran off to hide then looked around as I heard Sparrow's cries get louder then I saw Kris pick her up and say to her "Daddy left you here, didn't he?...Don't worry, me and Aunt Katy will take good care of you."
I soon had tears in my eyes as I watched Kris take Sparrow's cradle into his room.
It was tough. But, the toughest part of this ride would soon begin.
*end flashback*
*Switch to Tom's POV* When we finally got settled in the hotel, I looked out the window and saw something.
"Oh no." I said quietly as I watched Adam walk through the door
"What's wrong?" Billa asked
"Adam followed us...again." I replied
"Oh my God!" Billa replied
Then we heard a knock on the door.
Gustav went to answer it as Bill and I told him not to.
Soon, Adam came through the door.
"Billy, why would you say no? Please take me back! I'll change...I promise." he said as he got close to Billa
"Adam, Nein!...Now, go back home!" Bill said
"Then you leave me no choice, Billy." Adam said
Adam picked Billa up and pinned him up against the wall and started to kiss him, touch him and bite him in unimaginable places.
"Oww!...Stop!...Oww! Get off! Adam! That hurts!...I said Get the fuck off of me!" Bill cursed as he pushed Adam away
This only angered Adam more as he bounced back and forced Bill's face against the wall then he started to violate him even more!
My brother's cries for help were soon interrupted by a loud "BANG!"
We didn't know what had happened.
Sara sat in the corner and wailed at the sight she had witnessed.
Adam (now limp and bloody) slid off of Billa and fell to the floor.
His eyes were still open.
We soon turned to the door and saw someone standing there with a shocked look on her face.
"Oh my God! I-I didn't mean to...I'm so sorry!" she said
The girl was wearing one of those "#1 Glambert" t shirts.
Soon, Tommy Joe came running in with a worried look on his face.
"Oh my God!...Oh my God! Babyboy! Are you alright?" he asked
nothing.
"Babyboy?" Tommy Joe tried again
nothing.
"Adam!" Tommy Joe exclaimed as tears formed
still nothing.
"Oh my Gott!" Bill gasped as he sank to his knees and cried
"Adam! Meine Leibe! Wake up!" he said
It was then that we knew that Adam was shot by one of his biggest fans.